Wednesday, July 22, 2009
36 Days Post Resolve
Well it's day 36 and other then the fact that I ran out of vitamins and am totally exhausted, I'm doing good...I went in for my follow up pap on friday and the Dr. said my cervix looked good, she did not see any white spots and there was only one red spot that she figured was from the biopsy....so that's good news, at least one strand is clearing...I don't have much itching down there anymore, on occasion, but I do have some warts, still using the compound W....I think I've realized that I'm just not attractive for guys or something...they don't want to date me, they just want to have sex with me....I haven't felt very attractive and although I've lost 7 pounds recently and still working on losing more, I just don't feel like guys like me...oh well. I moved this weekend, cut my hair, so I feel like I'm turing over a new leaf....hey did I mention about that guy who basically said I was fat? well he texts me out of the blue and asks if I wanted to have sex with him...like wtf? why do you want to have sex with me, you're not even attracted to me? what a typical guy response.....he was like do you want to have sex or not, and I was like no! not because of the viruses but by moral standard he's a jack ass and I don't have time for that, even if I haven't had sex in 8 1/2 months.....I'd rather be celebate then get addicted, hurt and left when he moves out of the state.... guys are douches........anyway, I feel empowered that I said no.....I'm standing my ground....and although I may end up a crotchedy cat lady...at least I didn't let guys take advantage of me anymore...one day I'll be in control of my health and be able to have realtionships again......until then, I've been having this pain in my left breast, I wouldn't say there is a lump but there is some breast tissue directly related to the pain...my dr. is keeping an eye on it...pray it's not cancer...I'm only 24, that's the last thing I need right now
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More power to you girl! Men are useless and not worth the hassle,really. I'm happy your HPV is clearing out, I had a scare that I had been exposed to a few months ago, but luckily my paps were clear, I couldn't imagine if I had found out I had HSV and HPV all in the same week. Hold your head high, don't let those jackasses use you like they use every other girl.
ReplyDeleteYou go girl!!! What an A-hole, that guy, huh? Glad to hear you're turning over a new leaf. I'll keep you in my prayers about the breast lump. Good luck to ya :-)
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